Thursday, June 2, 2005

Well I thought I was on program

But I actually saw those five inches I lost creep back on board.

Damn stow-aways.

I really got bummed out.  I think I'm fighting depression yet again, considering my sleeping schedule.  I hate sleeping so late, I never feel like I get anything done.

The kids both have summer school so here I go again, flipping back on a day schedule.

I've also been debating on how to include more activity.  Truth is, the thought of going to the gym and riding the bike doesn't exactly trip my trigger.  I figure I can find something that I can do that's fun instead, so I don't dread it and inevitably avoid it.

I'll figure it out.  I'm also going to go to a doctor as soon as we get the cards so I can deal with this depression/social anxiety stuff.

Got too much to do to hide in a corner and lick my wounds.

I've come too far to turn back now.



surprisepk said...

I've been there all too often.  Chin up, Ginger.  Press on because you're worth it!  

jeff466 said...

You have come a long way!!  I'm very proud of you and have full faith that you will not hide in a corner, but come out fighting with the bell :)  I love you, Jeff

yakima127 said...

You have come too far to give in, now...glad you are going to the doctor.  I hope you feel better and get back on track, soon...JAE

sjburgess51 said...

Ok Gin ... WWSPD?  ;)
 We know what demons he fought.  Fight on friend!