Thursday, June 2, 2005

Well I thought I was on program

But I actually saw those five inches I lost creep back on board.

Damn stow-aways.

I really got bummed out.  I think I'm fighting depression yet again, considering my sleeping schedule.  I hate sleeping so late, I never feel like I get anything done.

The kids both have summer school so here I go again, flipping back on a day schedule.

I've also been debating on how to include more activity.  Truth is, the thought of going to the gym and riding the bike doesn't exactly trip my trigger.  I figure I can find something that I can do that's fun instead, so I don't dread it and inevitably avoid it.

I'll figure it out.  I'm also going to go to a doctor as soon as we get the cards so I can deal with this depression/social anxiety stuff.

Got too much to do to hide in a corner and lick my wounds.

I've come too far to turn back now.

 

4 comments:

surprisepk said...

I've been there all too often.  Chin up, Ginger.  Press on because you're worth it!  

jeff466 said...

You have come a long way!!  I'm very proud of you and have full faith that you will not hide in a corner, but come out fighting with the bell :)  I love you, Jeff

http://pointclickjeff.blogspot.com/

yakima127 said...

You have come too far to give in, now...glad you are going to the doctor.  I hope you feel better and get back on track, soon...JAE

sjburgess51 said...

Ok Gin ... WWSPD?  ;)
 We know what demons he fought.  Fight on friend!