Sorry I haven't posted much lately. Things have been... weird.
We're alternately getting kicked in the gut with bad stuff, then finding immediate silver linings in the way of good stuff.
I don't know what it all means, but I finally feel like I'm digging out.
Steven's granddad passed away today. I don't know what to do. I wanted to go to CA but unfortunately my finances seriously got smacked with all those gut kicks. Otherwise, we'd go.
I just feel helpless, ya know?
I don't know what to do.
My pseudo diet didn't work out, needless to say. But we went to the store today and I bought lots of good food. I'm prepared for Monday. We get the van tomorrow so even if Steven can't go with me, I can go. That will be nice.
I feel free but scared at the same time.
Like a bird that got booted out of the nest.
Meanwhile I'm off to get some sleep. It's been a really long day.
2 comments:
I'm so sorry about Steve's and your loss.My prayers are with you. You're gionna do just great Ginger...
I read your journal for the first time today. I started my own journal last week. I also struggle with my weight. I too am a lover of chocolate. I've been reading different journals, I just been looking for others like myself, with the same problems that I am having to share thoughts, ideas and for motivation.
I don't know you but, I will say a prayer for you and your family.
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